I wasn't myself with you
I loved you for being real
but my reflection was a veil
My fears didn't allow
the big reveal
and you weren't in the mood for
an ordeal
The birds chirped outside
you got hungry
pulled everything from the mini bar and gobbled it down
A total animal
Peanuts on crisp white sheets
I found it disgusting
but I liked it
My stomach growled
I didn't eat
Now here I lie
awake
every night
You left your dirty wrappers
In my bed
You've stained my Egyptians
Pick up the crumbs and fuck off will you
My stomach murmurs
I should have been an animal with you
It's better than starvation